Peace

Peace

How do you think law enforcement should handle addicts?

Friday, October 24, 2014

Other people are so annoying

If it weren't for all those total idiots, your life would be great. After all, you're a good driver, a sensible friend, a acceptable co-worker, a careing mate, and most of all you know how to stand in line without cutting. However", if your not angry' you're not paying attention." as the bumper sticker says "We might all be better if we weren't paying attention to the tailgating jerk behind us", the woman searching in her cell phone, or the waiter who thinks he's Gods gift. Centuries before the bumper sticker, eighteenth century poet Thomas Grey said "Ignorance is bliss" and no doubt that is still true today.
You notice every little tic and injustice and spend your hours wondering why people are the way they are. Am I right thus far? and who can blame you there is a lot to vent about these days from war and destruction of this beautiful planet God has given us, to the climb in reality t.v. shows.All the way down to telemarketers and the soaring price of gas and coffee. We live in congested cities, fighting for rsources, jamming up highways and rubbing shoulders with each other.
Annoyance isn't good for you either. However for some reason we crave anger as much as we crave sex, food, or drugs. Research shows that aggression engages the brains reward pathways and releases dopamine.Experts believe that anger is best suppressed not expressed but i disagree and this is why I journal and blod regularly!

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Hypersexuality and Bipolar disorder Formerly known as Nymphomania

Ahhhh, manic and hypo-manic sex. How many of you can relate to this?? Or admit to it? I certainly can. Hyper-sexuality and Bipolar Disorder seem to go hand in hand… mainly Bipolar 1 Disorderbecause it tends to be a “symptom of mania or hypo-mania”. Of course, hyper-sexuality can mean several different things: Thinking of sex more often than usual, having sex more often which would include a heightened sex drive, having multiple partners, indulging in porn, marital affairs, seeking excessive attention from someone of the opposite sex (or same sex for some individuals), an overwhelming need for contact-danger-excitement, sometimes to the extent of lacking control. What it means can vary from one individual to another.

Personally, hyper-sexuality hit me about my mid 20’s, which is one reason that I believe my DX at the time was incorrect. However, please understand that when depressed, there is NO such thing as hyper-sexuality. The last thing I want when depressed is to be looked at, touched, kissed… don’t even insinuate anything or I might have enough energy to roll my eyes and sleep on the floor. Hyper-sexuality always came out to play when I was in the throes of some form of mania. Sex was like a drug… the attention a rush. The quote at the beginning of this post nails it (pun intended). It almost becomes just another way to communicate… no need for any emotional connection at all (at least for me). And, best of all, nothing embarrassed me. I felt comfortable in my own skin, stretch marks and all. I became the most confident woman in the world… until the fall from Mania. Then the lights come on.
Please read up on this interesting, yet very real symptom of Bipolar Disorder. Especially if you are in a partnership with someone living with this disorder. It can help explain why he/she goes from a lump on the couch to a nymphomaniac porn-star nearly overnight.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

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Sunday, July 20, 2014

This life is what you make it. No matter what your going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. The good part is ..you get to decide how you mess up. Girls or guys will be your friends, or they will act like it anyways. Just remember some come and some go. The ones that stay with you when your not worth pissing on...yea don't let go of those.They are keepers. Remember Mothers really do make the best of friends. Try it sometime. As for lovers? they will come and go to and I hate to say it but most of them : well all of them yea they are going to break your heart but you can't give up, if you give up you will never find your soul mate. You will never find that 1/2 that makes you whole and that mate that's down for any and everything.Keep trying, hold on , move forward and always, always believe in yourself because if you don't ,then who will? SO keep your head up, don't let yesterday bring today down. Suck it up Buttercup cause I love you and YOU RE so much MORE THAN! Never feel or let anyone make you feel less than because then you become defeated and I know that if you are following my page your NO COWARD! Peace friends! I loveee Ya, yea alls of ya!  :): ~Dee~

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

The "Green Thing"


Checking out at the store, the young cashier suggested to the much older woman, that she should bring her own grocery bags because plastic bags weren't good for the environment.The woman apologized and explained,

"We didn't have this 'green thing' back in my earlier days." 
The young clerk responded, "That's our problem today. Your generation did not care enough to save our environment for future generations."

She was right -- our generation didn't have the 'green thing' in its day. 

Back then, we returned milk bottles, soda bottles and beer bottles to the store.
The store sent them back to the plant to be washed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottles over and over. So they really were recycled.

But we didn't have the "green thing" back in our day.

Grocery stores bagged our groceries in brown paper bags, that we reused for numerous things, most memorable besides household garbage bags, was the use of brown paper bags as book covers for our schoolbooks. This was to ensure that public property, (the books provided for our use by the school) was not defaced by our scribblings.  Then we were able to personalize our books on the brown paper bags.

But too bad we didn't do the "green thing" back then. 

We walked up stairs, because we didn't have an escalator in every store and office building. We walked to the grocery store and didn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time we had to go two blocks.But she was right.

We didn't have the "green thing" in our day. 

Back then, we washed the baby's diapers because we didn't have the throwaway kind. We dried clothes on a line, not in an energy-gobbling machine burning up 220 volts -- wind and solar power really did dry our clothes back in our early days. Kids got hand-me-down clothes from their brothers or sisters, not always brand-new clothing. 

But that young lady is right; we didn't have the "green thing" back in our day. 

Back then, we had one TV, or radio, in the house -- not a TV in every room. And the TV had a small screen the size of a handkerchief (remember them?), not a screen the size of the state of Montana.
In the kitchen, we blended and stirred by hand because we didn't have electric machines to do everything for us.

When we packaged a fragile item to send in the mail, we used wadded up old newspapers to cushion it, not Styrofoam or plastic bubble wrap. Back then, we didn't fire up an engine and burn gasoline just to cut the lawn. We used a push mower that ran on human power. We exercised by working so we didn't need to go to a health club to run on treadmills that operate on electricity.  

But she's right; we didn't have the "green thing" back then. 

We drank from a fountain when we were thirsty instead of using a cup or a plastic bottle every time we had a drink of water. We refilled writing pens with ink instead of buying a new pen, and we replaced the razor blades in a razor instead of throwing away the whole razor just because the blade got dull.

But we didn't have the "green thing" back then.

Back then, people took the streetcar or a bus and kids rode their bikes to school or walked instead of turning their moms into a 24-hour taxi service in the family's $45,000 SUV or van, which cost what a whole house did before the "green thing." We had one electrical outlet in a room, not an entire bank of sockets to power a dozen appliances. And we didn't need a computerized gadget to receive a signal beamed from satellites 23,000 miles out in space in order to find the nearest burger joint.  

But isn't it sad the current generation laments how wasteful we old folks were just because we didn't have the "green thing" back then?



How long should i wait? I mean you left 3 years ago and never came home.